Damn Tired

Yes...
I'm damn tired...

It feels like a bomb has just gone off in my head...

Help?!
Anyone?

Too much homework & side projects...
Need to practice violin + piano...
Got Grade 8 exam some more...



Damn tired...





P/s: Anyone know where to get STPM Accounts past year answers?
Online?

Random

Yup that's the recent me^^

This is a random post
I really can't find time to update this blog anymore...
Since we Form 6 have to go home at 4:00pm!!!
Yes...
Its extremely tiring!!!
I oppose strongly to it!
But hell, who'll wanna listen to the whining of a 18-year-old-girl
= =


Ehem...
This post consists of the things that have happened within this week...

I found out the death of Michael Jackson when my violin teacher told me...
I was a bit shocked but not really affected by it...
I'm not a cold heartened person...
But I was not a fan and didn't know much bout him
But I'll still like to express my condolences...

Yay!!!
\(^_____^)/
My Our new flat screen!!!
My mum bought it...
Cause the old one was our of repair...
I kept having problems with the old one...
This new one is way too huge...
Luckily I wasn't the one who paid for it...

My old darling monitor...
Hehe...
Bye bye...
(...-__-...)/

These two love birds are Sweet Li and Siah...
I asked Kor Yan to snap their picture...
So sweet but I feel a bit like puking...
Hehe...

Last week I was busy with this side project of mine...
To decorate out damn ugly classroom.
I stayed up late just for this!!!!

P/s: My classroom is really horrible...
I'll try to take a picture of it next time... if I dare = =

I made 4 only...

The 4 slogans of our school
One more is missing...
Cause I'm way too lazy to make it...

I've been busy doing my homework...
Mostly copying notes...
My messy table^^

The MUET essay I just finished...
Quite satisfied with it^^
Its about materialism...
I'm really worried bout MUET's writing paper...

Yup that's me...
The mask my mum bought for me cause I have to go to KL
But unfortunately I didn't wear it cause no one else did
But on the way back from the tuition center to Titiwangsa...
I did...
And everyone was looking at me as if I had sprouted 10 extra limbs...
= =


That's about it...
The things 'interesting things' that happened this last week...
Actually there's a lot more...
But unfortunately, it'll take years to type...


Cheers :)

My grandma's b'day party?

19th of June
We received a phone call from my grandma saying that she's going to celebrate her Birthday at the Bentong Restaurant...
Of course I said yes!
Free meal, why not?
Although I might probably gain another few kilos...
Hehe...

But due to my choice, I couldn't attend the other 5sn gathering at KFC...
Hehe... Sorry guys... = =
The pictures are prove that I didn't deliberately ponteng the gathering...

There were 2 tables...
My grandma was sitting next to the old lady there...

Haha...
My cousin...
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Help you to promote...
Wakakakaka!!!!

My youngest cousin...
My mum said that her lips look a lot like mine...
'thick and sexy'
Hahahaha!!!

Her name is Jia Qian...
Dunno who to spell...

The table cloth with a heart shape...
= =

She kept saying that when the dishes came...
= =
Hot ar!!
Hot meh??

Random~

Blur picture of the restaurant...

In the car, on the way back^^
It was raining...

Ahhhh...
Very full...

Keke...


Happy Belated Birthday, po po^^






I'm sorry to say that I'm really stupid...
Why?!



I forgot to take a picture of my grandma!!!!!!!!!!

= =


I'm dumb...

Actually, I have loads to post...
But I'm really really not free...
Sorry~

1st Asia Grand Piano Concert

I've been wanting to post these photos on my blog...
But I couldn't find time to do this...
Haizzz...
Way to busy now...
School work is really starting to pile up = =

These photos were taken last Friday(the 2nd week of the school holidays)
Where the 1st Asia Grand Piano Concert (Gala&Junior) was held in
KLCC convention centre

I went with my piano teacher, EBjj^^
And around 16 people went to see the concert together!

I won't go into details...
But all I can say is to me the Junior one was a bit boring...
Oh and we were a bit late cause of the traffic jam and rain...

Now I'll let the photos do the talking...
Yup, I'm lazy~

The tickets...

We were sitting at the last row...
= =
To far behind...
Couldn't see the performers faces
Haizzz...

The 4 grand pianos...
It was duller than what I expected...
Haizzz...

This was the best :)
I think the performers were from Hong Kong...
See the performer with both her hands raised?
She was slapping the rhythm of the piece on the piano...
I was a bit shocked at first...
But we all enjoyed this the best~

Megan, Shao Min, and Kishia(the blurred one)

This is Shao Min...
Checking Kishia's camera for her 'weird' photo...

Started to get bored at the end...
= =

Going down the escalator...

Outside the main entrance of KLCC convention centre




I'm too lazy to type the details...
Cause its really late now and I'm damn tired and having slight headache...


Ooops, forgot to add watermarks...
Aiya, never mind lar...



bY3 :)


P/s: Arggghhhh!!! Have to wake up early to go to KL for tuition AGAIN!!!

Sorry 4 the long delay...

Haven't been updating...
Cause I was quite busy these few days...
Really really sorry for the long delay...
Went for tuition on Saturday in KL...
And something really bad happened...

When I was on the bus...
My skin felt really itchy especially my neck...
So I just kept on scratching...
But when I got off the bus at Titiwangsa...
My friends started to notice that I had red spots all over my face...
And the surface wasn't smooth

And when they handed me a mirror
I was shocked!
Utterly shocked!!!
My face seemed to swell and red spots were crawling all over...
= =
When I pulled my long sleeves up, there were even MORE spots!!!
And I was itching all over.

They thought I had measles.
I thought I had measles too.

During tuition class
I was busy scratching and not paying attention to the teacher...
I then decided to go home early...
Maybe take the 1:30 bus...

I reached the Titiwangsa bus station in time to take the 1:00 MARA bus!!
Yay!
The earlier the better^^

When I reached Bentong
My mum took me to see the doctor
He told me it was cause of my allergy and definitely not German measles...
I was kinda dissapointed...
Cause I was hoping to skip school on Monday
Haha... ...XD

Allergy!
But I really dunno what am I allergic of...
Haizzz...

The red spots on my arm...
It's quite blur here...
Really itchy and ugly...

Still no idea what caused it...

Oh...
My Pengajian Am teacher's handwriting...
Took it when he walked out of the classroom
This isn't that bad...
You haven't seen the worst yet!!

The MARA bus driver on the phone whilst driving...
= =
Haizzz...
Isn't it against the rules??
You should've known better...

Random pic...
Yeah, it was raining...



P/s: Next post might be about the concert in KLCC last Friday
(But it might take quite a while)

Happy holliday + Sucess^^

Yay~
The greatly worshipped HOLIDAYS are finally here...

Hip-hip-HOORAY!!!

I know I know...
I shouldn't be that excited
seeing that I had more than enough holidays for one lifetime...
I was talking about my long long long everlasting holiday after my SPM

But this holliday will (might) be fun...
Cause we went to school for 3 weeks
(minus the orientation week which seemed practically useless)
So we went to school for 2 weeks
And we get 2 weeks holliday!!!
How great is that??!!!

Ooooohhhh!!!!
Holidddddddaaaaayyyyyyyyy!!!!!


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Remember my old post saying that I tried to cut my hair myself...

But failed miserably?
This time I succeeded!!!!
Woooolala~

I'm not a great barber and this is my first try!
It's pretty good anyway...

Tada!!!
Good huh?

Great success!!!
No need to go to the barber and waste money...
Keke...

My mum still doesn't know about this yet...
= =
I'm wondering when will she find out...
I cut my hair last Friday... And its Saturday now(already 1 week)...
Wonder who long will she take to find out...
Wakakakaka!!!

Comments please :)


P/s: This post is actually late...
Cause I left it in the drafts and didn't publish it earlier...
= =
Sorry my fault...

朋友快康复吧！

今天我心血来潮，决定用华文写文章。可能是因为看了Shasha的 '英文人’文章吧！

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钢琴老师约了我, Kishia, Megan 说要带我们到 Taman Desa Damai 去看看老师的学生，朋友的妹妹。

还记得前几个月，我被她入院的消息吓了一大跳。

其实，我也不太清楚她的病情，只是知道她脑部，肺部受感染，病情很严重，而且康复的机会渺小。

一踏入她家，就看到了挂在墙上的 ‘Welcome back’ 那简简单单的卡片，没什么布置，但却看得出是三姐妹用心去画的。 嘉恩（是酱写的吗？）跑了出来，向我们打了个招呼，指向房里缩成球形的妹妹。房里很暗，站在狭小的客厅内的我，根本看不清楚她的样子。

我有点怕。不懂知己该用什么表情去面对她。

她母亲走进了房里，似乎要把她强带出来，让我们看看。她就坐在床上，闹了个别扭，看来有点不好意思。

她母亲拭着问她是否还认得我们。只见她沉默了一会儿，慢慢地回答了。

‘芷宁’

我听到她那虚弱，模糊不清的声音，轻轻地叫了我的名，有点吃惊。

说真的，我不太认识她。只知道她是我老师的学生，好友的妹妹，在家中是老三，今年没错的话，只有13岁。我也没常跟她见面，theory class又不在同一时间。

但她仍然记得我。我。。。 。。。好感动。

她母亲小心翼翼的扶了她出来，坐在客厅的懒人椅上。她身体虚弱得很，看起来弱不禁风，连走一步路都非常吃力。她静静地望着我们，眼里露出了一丝伤感，但那只是一瞬间而已。

我们默默地看着她母亲喂着她，一口一口细心地喂食，而她就像个婴儿，只会张口闭口，点头摇头。我还记得以前的她很开朗，时常傻笑，终爱欺负大姐姐，现在？

一个大病让她消瘦不少，让年纪小小的她吃尽痛苦，就连她父亲也说，她在生死边缘徘徊时，康复的机会甚至少于2％！ 但他们从没放弃，没放弃女儿能够成功打败病魔的机会。

张着口，听了她母亲诉说那几个月的痛苦。她母亲牺牲了知己的时间，每天从文冬到KL的医院照顾她，无微不至，甚至还因医院不提供椅子，在女儿身旁站上一整天。她母亲几乎每一天都为女儿读圣经，唱圣歌，为女儿祈祷，心中只希望奇迹会出现。那几个月内，医院成了她的家，而她成了女儿的专属护士。

当时的我们，都觉得她母亲好伟大，可是她母亲却说了一句话。

‘我并不伟大，而是害怕失去了她。’

说着说着，连她母亲也忍不住哽咽。我努力地忍着，不相让在眼眶打滚了许久的泪水流下。

虽然我并不能为你做些什么，但我只能为你祈祷，希望你快点康复！

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这可能是我第一次用华文写文章也是最后一次！

单单写一篇那么短的文章竟然需要消耗我2个小时的时间！！！

P/s:虽然我通常是用英文来发布文章，但我并不是所谓的英文人、banana、OCBC!!!

The changes in you...

This post is for someone...
But I dunno whether that someone will read my post
Haizzz...

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Tell me...
Every time you stare at yourself in the mirror
Have you ever noticed the many changes in you?
Have you?

Perhaps yes, perhaps no
Although you may not have noticed your own changes
But I have, we have!

You have changed over time!
Within months, everything about you has changed!
You no longer have the same air of innocence lingering about
You no longer bare the same facial expressions
We, no longer share the same view points

Everything about you has changed
style
expressions
features
viewpoints
aura
speech
personality

and most of all
your heart has truly changed

Is it for the better?
I do not know
Only you hold the answer to all our questions
Perhaps you are shaping another personality
Reshaping yourself to face tougher challenges in the future

Is this a game to you?
Are you rebuilding a new avatar in a game?
Or are you carving a new mask to hide yourself from the world?

Or may I ask, is this the true you?
Have you taken of your fake mask now
Bathing us for so long in your many lies?
I hope this is not the truth.

You may deny us with excuses
You may say that we are accusing you without solid evidences
You may say that this is time's fault
Is it really?

Is time really that cruel and cold hearted?
Has time caged you with metal bars
and pulled you along the ever changing horizons?
Is it really time's fault that you have changed that much?
Or is that my fault?
If it is then I'm truly sorry.

You may say that we do not truly understand you
You may say that we have no right to call ourselves your friends
You might even be ashamed of us

But let me tell you,
In this world,
no one person can truly understand another human being
No matter how close they are
No matter how many centuries they have spent together
Each person is born to this world
equipped with different personalities and viewpoints
No two persons are they same

Thus, no one truly understands each other

So now let me ask you this one question.
Why have you changed that much in such a short time?
Why?


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Praises of strangers make your heart flutter,
snide remarks of true friends make your heart wither;
so which do you think I am?

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P/s: Is our friendship really as brittle as I think it is?

2nd tuition^^

Note: Long post, bad for health~

I'm terribly sorry guys for delaying my posts
And neglecting my blog...
Hehe...
I wasn't in the mood to blog about what happened...
Cause I was busy watching Boys Over Flowers(Korean movie)

Hehe... And I was trying to finish my holiday work...(Trying)


Here's my newest entry bout my 2nd tuition in KL...
Well...you might as well say that it was a trip to KL and not tuition...
Cause the time I spent walking about was more than the time I spent sitting in the tuition centre and focusing on my Pengajian Am^^

This is Yik Yee...

Hehe...
She was the last one to reach the bus station so she had to sit along...
Serve you right~

Haha...
She was sitting the opposite way...
No wonder she was car sick

Sherly~

Khor Jin Kit...
What are you staring at??
= =

>__<'''
Hehe... Sorry~

Broke my promise AGAIN~
I couldn't resist the urge...
*shrugs*

On the LRT...
Oh and BTW, I might not be typing alot...
Cause I'm really lazy...
Just look at the pictures lar...
I know, I'm dull~

On the LRT...
I was trying to take their pictures...
But they turned away...
Cheh~

Kor Yan and I entered a pet shop after our Pengajian Am tuition^^
And we saw cats, dogs and lotsa cute, tiny hamsters^^
And this dog looked a lot like a mop...

I'm sorry for the weird angle...

I call this dog THE MOP!!!
Haha...
Look at it's fur, its helping the pet shop owner to wipe the glass clean^^

Oooooohhh~
I LOVE this little doggie wogglie...
Someone buy this for me!!!

Whilst we strolled along the 'abandoned' shoplots
We came across Dr. Frankenstein's dentist shop...

If you see carefully,
you'll find yourself looking at rows of rows of teeth...
From who? Its a mystery to me too...

Yay!
An 'angelic' smile to match some of the most gruesome teeth...
Oh, the irony...

The ancient overhead bridge...
Yeah, it looks old and rotten and I hope it doesn't fall
(or break into pieces)

This is Kor Yan again...
I hope you won't start to get bored looking at her...

Petaling Street~

A good way to get inspirations^^
Gonna use this idea to decorate our classroom^^
Hehe...

These bookmarks are really cute^^

I'm not sure what that thing is...
And here comes Bo Kor Yan again!

This is Chai Yee^^
Hehe...
Great view from down here (if u noe what I mean~)

Kekekeke...

Whilst waiting for my friends to finish their 2nd tuition...
I was sitting at this nice cosy spot in Popular
reading a book called
The 39 clues
Is there a movie about it??

HAVING LUNCH...
You guys very hungry meh??
KL food... Soooooo expensive!!!

The one looking this way is Yik Yee...
The other is Sherly...

Chai Yee Again~

This is just a random pic I took on the bus...
The hair looks like seaweed, yes?

Oh and we ALMOST MISSED the bus!!!
Everyone thought that it was a 5:30 bus ticket
But luckily I checked it and realised that it was 5pm!!!
We rushed all the way to the LRT station!!!
Rushing again = =
Luckily we made it in time!!!

We fooled a friend saying that we took the taxi cause we really missed the bus...
Apparently no one seemed to believe us = =
Haizzz...

Yay!!!
Finally bought New Moon...
I'm starting to regret why didn't I buy Eclipse too...
I finished this book this morning...
Less than 2 days time!!!
Love it~



P/s: Congratulations Sherly~
Hehe^^

May you and your new partner be happy always~
^^