Speechless again

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Today I came up with this crazy idea to cut my fringe on my own...
XD
Without professional help...
The reason being...
I didn't want to waste time and money just to ask my mum to take me to the hairdresser...
And I wanted to try to do it on my own...


I stood in the bathroom for almost half an hour, naked -T____T-
(I was going to bathe anyway)
Holding a pair scissors in my right hand and a comb in my left hand...
My hands were trembling as I measured roughly how much should I cut...
= ='''
A few times...
The pair of scissors nearly succeeded in cutting my hair...
But in the end...










I didn't have the guts to cut my own hair!!!







Damn it!



What a waste of time = ='''
Geez... :(


And so I stood in the bathroom stark naked,
holding a pair of scissors and doing practically nothing!

And when I finally finished my bath,
I was yelled at by my mum for occupying the bathroom for too long...
= ='''

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See how long my fringe is?
I really want to keep my fringe...
I don't wanna tie it up again...
Other wise my hair line will keep on receding... XD
Haizzz...

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And I've been wasting my time trying to edit some of my photos using PICNIK
At first, I was just curious...
Then I started to get the hang of it...
But then...
That bloody website made my computer run way toooo slowly... :(
I had to close firefox and start over again before I even got any real work done...
= ='''

Here's one of the photos I edited...
I'm still a newbie at this so you guys may think that its lousy...



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~When you find me walking alone in the dark hallway;

footsteps echoing,
please stop and and smile gently at me;
cause each and every one of your smiles spread warmth and happiness in me~

-^^-



Gimme comments people! :)

My Darling Furball~

I couldn't think of anything to write...
So I decided to post a few of my little hamster's photos here^^

FURBALL~


It was really hard trying to take pictures of Furball since it wouldn't stand still!!
Geez...
It was way tooooo active...
Haizzz...
Then at last I took a few when he was munching on the carrot^^
Hehehe...
Furball's soooooo cute~

He really does look like a furry ball^^
Oooooh~ The cuteness!

Furball you're sooooo cute~
I can't take my eyes off of you!
Muackzzz...

There you are my Furry Highness^^
Keke

Bored + questions

I think I've had more than enough tags for this week...

Can't bare it anymore...

It's too exhausting to answer 100 dumb questions
But still if the tags are interesting I may reconsider^^



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Oh I forgot to say..

I'm






...VERY...







SUPER...






TERRIBLY...







EXTREMELY...







B
O
BORED
E
D

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What am I supposed to do?
Someone, anyone?
Help?!

That's the reason I haven't been updating my blog regularly...





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Oh and one more thing...
I'm planning to go to Form 6 but I have a few questions here...

Anyone here knows when is Form 6 starting?

Cause I really have no idea at all...

If you do please call 016-xxxxxxx...
I'm kidding...
Just leave a comment...

And Form 6 students wear black shoes right?
Is it a must??


Tell me~tell me~







Buh-bye~

Tagged for the 3rd time by 周某

Erm... I have something to announce before a start this damn tag...
I've actually done 1/4 of this tag before...
From bloody Question 1 until 25...
For those who are bored and have nothing to do press here to see^^
But I'm going to answer it anyway...

Oh and one more thing...
周某
In the beginning I kinda like being tagged...
But after seeing this...
I don't think being tagged to such a good thing after all...
= ='''

1.What have you been doing recently?
～Reading comics... Listening to songs^^ This time I'm listening to Yiruma's songs...^^ And blogging or course~


2. Do you ever turn your cellphone off?
～No. Unless it runs out of battery and turns off automatically...


3. What happened at 10.00 am today?
～I was still fast asleep... Like a log... I told you I can't wake up early... Hehe^^


4. When did you last cry?
～This is a dumb question... Why should I tell? Fine. I cried last night cause I was watching a movie... Satisfied?


5. Believe in fate/destiny?
～Yes!!! Nah... not really... Know that I think about it clearly...


6. What do you want in your life right now?
～A happy healthy family? Money^^ and maybe... perhaps... a boyfriend? Keke


7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
～Umbrella... I don't think I have any rain clothes nor do I have a hood... Anyway twirling the umbrella around when the raindrops hit on it is more fun^^


8. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
～My pillow...


9. What bottom are you wearing now?
～= =''' Either the person who asked this question is a pervert or he's mental... What if I tell you I'm not wearing any kidding...


10. What's the nicest text in your inbox says?
～What inbox do you mean?? In my mailbox or phone?? If you mean e-mails, I'm too lazy to check... But if you mean phone, 5 messages that spelled out 5 alphabets H~E~L~L~O^^ from who, I'm not telling...


11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
～And what kind of relationship do you mean?? Why can't these questions be a little bit more specific??!!! For one, I don't like complicated things so... no...


12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
～No... What for??!!


13. What was the last movie you caught?
～Bedtime Stories^^ Interesting~ And funny^^ My mum bought it for my bro and I watched it secretly... Haha...


14. What are you proud of?
～Myself!!! Haha... kidding... My brother... Though I definitetly won't admit it to him...


15. What does the oldest message in your inbox says?
～Erm... checking... checking... Oh! A message that says I HATE YOU and when you scroll it down it says happy to see you... always miss you... bla bla... The usual crap...


16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
～Only Human? When I was playing the piano... Haha...


17. Do you have any nicknames?
～Yup loads... But I'm not telling...


18. What does your last received message say?
～'Friend forever... I feel so happy to have a good friend like you =>'
That's it... From Khor...


21. Who gives you best advice?
～No one... My mum gives my crap lousy advise...(But sometimes it's good lar...) She still insists on me becoming a lawyer and when I refuse she starts rambling away and I just play deaf... Oh I know who... EBjj...


22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
～I haven't even seen whipped cream in a can... = ='''


23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
～... ... I wasn't on the phone last night...


24. Is anyone bugging you right now?
～Yeah... My idiot brother


25. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
～Oh... Eb jj... During theory class today...
And oh Nate River's conversation with a little girl...
Haha... But that's a long story...


26. Do you wear toe socks?
～No...


27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
～KHOR JIN KIT!


28. Have you ever had your heart broken?
～... ... How should I put this... Erm... Yeah...But it wasn't serious... After a goodnight sleep it was all over...


29. Who annoys you the most in person?
～The first person : My brother!!!
The second: Somebody... You wouldn't want to know...


30. Do you have any crush on anyone?
～Now? I'm not really sure... It seemed like it had faded... But then... Haizzz... Never mind...


31. Have you ever done cocaine?
～= =''' This is the dumbest question yet!!! NO!!


32. What is the colour of your room?
～The room I'm in now? It's light blue... My bedroom? White~^^


33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
～If I even have somebody I hate that much... I don't think the person I hate is even worth a billion dollars... Probably less... Nah... Idon't have the guts to do it...

34. Do you believe in the saying of: talk is cheap?
～Huh? Haven't heard the saying...*shrugs*


35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
～= =''' ME of course!! Who else??!!! Unless you're thinking... ... ...*blush* Hehe... XD


36. Who was the last person to hug you?
～No one hugged me... I can't even remember the last time I was hugged... *sad*


37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
～My lips haven't been stained... ... ... ... YET!!!


38. Do you have a life?
～Now? No I don't... I'm just a piece of junk floating in the polluted waters of the sea... Doing nothing... Just staring... Seriously... I don't think I have a life.. ... . I'm just rotting at home... Haizzz...


39. Have you ever thought someone died when they really didn't die?
～Huh?? You mean like vampires? Nah... Another dumb question...


40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
～I don't have a profile song... Reason: I don't know how to put one!!!
SOMEBODY TEACH ME!!!


41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
～Oh I remember this^^ My mum + bro + cousins + aunt... Riding a toot-toot-train and calling out for my late grandma... Weird~ I always have weird dreams...= ='''


42.？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？
～？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？ huh?


43. Have you changed this year?
～Compared to when? Yeah I changed...My hair... Haha... I have fringe this year but it's too long... Haizzz...

This tag is getting pretty annoying!!!

44. What are you listening right now?
～Yiruma's Maybe^^


45. Are you talking to someone when you're doing this?
～No... It's the middle of the night...


46. Do you walk with your eyes opened or closed?
～Duh~ What do you think? Geez... How annoying can these questions be?

47. Is there a quote you live by?
～Yeah... I use it often but I don't live by it...
I'm not here because I drift with the tide of fate, I'm here because I chose to be here...


48. Do you have someone you cannot have?
～Huh?! Someone I cannot have? You mean like a forbidden lover or something... No... = =


49. Have you ever played an instrument?
～Yeah...


50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
～I'm rotting at home... What kind of idea can I come up with... Oh!!! I remember... Deciding to read 2 chapters of Pengajian Am that made my head spin!!!


51. What were you doing last night at 11pm?
～Watching a movie? Bedtimes Stories^^ Yay~


52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
～I have no love life nor do I have a life!! Haizzz...


53. What song best decribed your love life?
～Alone... I'm not kidding... This is a song from Gensomaden Saiyuki...


54. Does the person knows that you like him/her?
～Yeah... I confessed... But now I'm not sure bout my feelings... sigh...


55. Who always make you laugh?
～My bro... Cause he always talks and acts weird...= ='''


56. Do you speak other language other than english?
～全くそうだ; そうです; 実に, 本当に ，sûrement?, 정말.....
The above answer is from 周某 and it's funny~ Haha... I wish I could speak those languages...
Chinese + Cantonese( not very good) Malay + English that's all...


57. Favourite website(s)?
～blog^^ + YOUTUBE+ Wikipedia + Mangafox^^


59. What are you doing tomorrow?
～Rot in hell... Basically, my schedule everyday is the same...

Wake up > breakfast > clean the bloody house >online > lunch > practice piano > online ? practice violin > online > read a book > sleep...

Haha... As you can see... The computer really takes up a lot of space in my life... And yeah, I don't usually watch TV... I prefer to read and online^^ Keke...


60. Who do you think you are like?
～I''m like no one... I am special/ different/ abnormal... Well if you really want me to answer the question I'll say I'm like my mum and somebody called Nate... I don't look like them physically but we do share similar interests^^


61. Who will you choose to die with?
～My mum... Yeah I'm a mama's boy girl^^


62. Where have you been today?
～Eb j j's house for piano practical and theory... From 2:30pm to 6:00pm... Walao... So long...


63. What game do you play often?
～I don't play games... End of discussion.


64. Who are you missing right now?
～Hisano!!!My friends loh! My classmates... Didn't go out with them for yamcha the other day...


65. If you have to choose between friend and love, who will you choose?
～Firstly there are all sorts of love... Besides lovers, there's love between family and friends... So I choose LOVE^^ I'm cheating... Keke...

66. What are you doing right now?
～Yeah... You're right about this 周某... I'm answering a bunch of annoying + ridiculous questions... = =''


67. Which primary school are you from?
～Why should I tell? Even though I told you still won't know...


68. Name 3 colours that you like.
～blue + white + yellow


69. What emoticon you like to show?
～When I read this I thought it said what 'emotion' I like to show...
Haha... now I see^^
Well if you chat with me... You'll surely go nuts/ bananas cause I'll surely use "= =" or "... ..." to answer whatever you're telling me^^ Haha...


70. What is your life to you?
～Total boredom + Total brain malfunction...


71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
~ Run run run and run... Unless there's a shortcut in solving that probelm keke^^


72. Who did you last chat on msn today?
～KHOR JIN KIT...

73. Who do you admire most?
～Myself... Haha... Now? Yiruma~


74. Which month are you born in?
～October... *sob*


75. How are you feeling right now?
～Frustrated + annoyed + kinda mad...
Cause it feels like this stupid tag won't end...


76. What's the time now?
～12: 11am (midnight) Why?


77. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
～Erm... This is a hard one... Lets say he's a person that is in love with Chinese and himself^^
Haha... I'm kidding~


78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
～I don't dye my hair... It's against school regulations and home regulations... Haha...


79. Why are you doing this?
～= =''' I really dunno... WHY AM I DOING THIS BLOODY TAG??
Somebody tell me?!


80. What do you do when you're moody?
～Sulk + Pout... Online... Read comics... Listen to songs^^


81. At which age you wish to get married?
～ Before 30 and after 25... Why on earth do you wanna know?? 38!


82. Who is more important to you?
～Right now... My mum^^ Can't bare to live without her~


83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
～This is a question I've tried asking many people^^
Lets see... I'll wanna stay with the people I love... And I might confess one more time... If the person accepts... I'll wanna try losing my... ... ... ... ... (If you dunno know forget what I just said)
I'll also write a will^^


84. Who is the person you trust the most?
～My friends... ... my mum... But actually... I don't really trust easily... I keep my darkest secrets to myself and no one else...


85. Do you believe in seeing rainbow after a rain?
～You mean this literally? Cause normally there's no rainbow... nor is there a pot of leprechauns gold at the end of the rainbow... But if it's just a saying... Yeah... I believe^^


86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
～Make it snow in Malaysia^^ Not a downpour but really romantic one, with snowflakes and everything, especially if it's on Chirstmas^^


87. What is your goal for this year?
～Erm... I don't have a goal... ... YET... Cause like I said, I'm rotting at home and doing practically nothing...


88. Do you believe in eternity love?
～Yeah... last time... Now, it feels kinda hard to believe...


89. What feeling do you love most?
～Triumph. Winning something... Romantic feeling? Though I haven't ecxperienced that YET...


90. Do you really think its global warming now?
～Huh? This question makes no sense...= ='''


91. What feeling do you hate most?
～Being scolded + being backstabbed by somebody... = ='''


92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
～Yeah...


93.Do you believe in God?
～Not really... I don't really pray to any God... This sort of thing is really complicated...


94. Who cares for you most?
～My mum^^


95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
～Yeah I agree with 周某, 健康 + 知识 + LOVE


96. What will you bring when you fight?
～Anger and aggression... This is a weird question... Feels like something a kinterdargen teacher would ask...

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
～When I was in Form 2... I remember that but I don't need to tell you... Those who know can keep their fat mouths shut!!


98. What would you feel if no one longer cares for you?
～Lonely and mad and sad... Don't ask me why... That's probably how I would feel...


99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
～Of yeah... I'll slit his throat open!! Keke... I was just kidding^^ But I'll feel really hurt... And I would give up... If I really love that person, I would want him to be happy... So, I can't do anything bout it...


100. How do you feel now?
～Free... Still feeling kinda annoyed and really sleepy...

Finally the nightmare is over!!!

People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs. Tag 10 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

Now the victims^^ Muahahahahaha...

1.Hisano
2.Nate River
3Arliexzter Szereal
4.Kwai Yoong
5.Jia En
6.Asma
7. Wanyi
8.蕴如
9.佩雯
10.Yee Xin Tong



Now is your turn to suffer the wrath of this annoying tag!!!


Muahahahahahahaha!!!

Seriously I'm sorry you're picked...
Really sorry...
Hehe...

Tagged for the 2nd time by 周某

1. Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture right now.
2. Don't change your clothes, just take a picture.
3. Post the picture without edits.
4. Post the picture with these instructions.

Don't laugh... I just bathed... So my hair's a mess...
The instructions' fault!!

1. Cool or Lame?
~What do you mean? The picture? Duh~ Lame...


2. What do you like the most about the person who tagged you?
~Erm... I dunno much about him... Well you can say I like his creative usage of the Chinese language which I fail to do so...


3. Are you looking for a boyfriend/girlfriend?
~Kinda... maybe... Why not?



4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
~No not much...



5. What are you wearing now?
~Why on earth do you wanna know? What if I tell you that I'm wearing nothing but just a shower cap? Geez... I'm wearing a white singlet + shorts + lingerie... = ='''



6. What would you name your kids in the future?
~Oooo... This question^^
Female> Faith, Hope...(chinese) 芮尔
Male> Will, Keith... (chinese) 违迩
The first time I typed Chinese... Keke^^


7. What is your goal for this year (2009)?
~Erm... Get scholarship and go to an art college instead of Form 6? But that's not possible anymore... Haizzz...


8. Do you think you are cute?
～Yes I am!!! Keke... Not really... There are loads cuter than me...


9. What are your favorite colours?
～blue and white^^ The colours of the sky~


10. Do you ever wonder where you would end up after you die?
～You mean my soul or my body? I bet my body will be burned and placed in a pretty jug...Whereas my soul will roam the earth to haunt people!!! Muahahahahahahaha!!!


11. What are your bad habits?
～Oh... I have loads of bad habits^^
I sleep late and can't wake up early... The earliest is 11:30am...
Erm... I wash my hair very late and don't dry it up... Hehe...
I leave dishes in the sink and don't wash them... ...

I bath every 10 days...
I don't flush after I went to the toilet...
I don't close the door when I'm poo poo-ing...

I was just KIDDING!!!

12. what is ur biggest secret?
～If it's a secret why should I tell? Duh~



13. what d0 ur parents think 0f u?
～Freeloader? Haha... My mum thinks that I'm a waste of space sometimes (especially when she's mad) Haha...But most of the times, I bet she thinks that I'm a really GOOD girl~



14.What does flying mean to you?
～No gravity. Wings. Angels. In my dreams.



15. h0w w0uld u describe urself?
～Fat. Childish. Bookworm... Anymore? Loves to draw but can't draw well... Likes to write and make up stories but they're all lousy... Enjoys music but lame at playing... What else? Oh and I'm lame at math... I really hate numbers...



16. Which part of your body do u like the most ?
～No part of me is perfect... Well like 周某 , I think I choose my fingers... Hehe... And my eyeballs...


17. Are you talented?
～Erm... Talented? Not really... There're loads of people better than me... I paint horrible drawings, write lame stories, play the piano and violin, good but not great at English, ok in public speaking... That's all... I'm only half a bucket in everything I do... *sob*


18. How tall are you?
～I'm not tall... Just average... Around 161cm lar... At least I'm taller than SOMEBODY...


19. Do you believe in fate? I'm doing what the instructions tell me to do... I think this is a lame question so I'm changing it into a lamer question...

19. What were the last 5 books you read?

1. Teks Effektif STPM Pengajian Am = =
2.The powers of 5> Necropolis
3.Ranger's Apprentice
4. The Aztec Code
5.Maximum Ride

20. Liked a friend more than a friend?
～Yeah...



Instructions :-Remove one question from above and add in your personal question.-Make a total of 20 questions and tag 5 people-Remember to notify them that they've been tagged.-List them out at the end of the post.



Now the victims...


1. Hisano
2. Nate River
3. Asma
4. Matthew Freeman (A character from Necropolis lar...)
5. Jamie Tyler(character too)


There!! 5 people!! Haha...

Changes in me + false hopes

I know I've changed

Have I changed for the better??

I dunno

Perhaps some have noticed

Perhaps there are those that aren't aware

Everything about me is changing

I've noticed that

I used to like crowded places

I used to like to play the fool

I used to like the noise of life

But now

I've changed

I no longer adore the many expressions of people

I no longer want to be surrounded by people

I want to hide my true self from everyone

My view about the world is different

But I keep these view points to myself

I'm still being cheerful

But that's just a mask on the outside

I may not have changed much on the outside

But deep down I'm feeling cold

I know it in my mind's eye





...I've changed...




p/s: Not everything is true, some are true but some aren't


This post is copied from my other blog
Rhymes of Life
I didn't know what to write so I just copied and pasted it here...



I've been listening to Yiruma's songs again and again...
Especially MAYBE (love it^^)



It's just so beautiful and peaceful...
Every morning I wake up...
I hear this song ringing in my head~
I've been replaying it again and again...
(I bet my brother is really irritated...Keke...)


I'm trying hard to learn it here...
It has 5 damn FLATS!!!
I HATE flats!!!
At least I managed a page^^
Haizzz...




Oh and...today...
I received a phone call from ma buddy > Nate River
Telling me that...
I MIGHT have got in for Matrix...
When she told me the 'good' news I was so shocked...
It was unbelievable...
I heard that it was quite tough to get Matrix...
And I only got 6As...
I was kinda happy at first...




... ... ... ... ...



But...

It turned out to be a false hope...

Cheh~
She typed my IC number wrongly!!!
My Gawd!!!

That's really disapointing!!!


@#*#$&@$@^#*!$%@!!!! [censored][censored]

Geez...
Next time you check for me, make sure you do it properly!!!
I'm not ungrateful or anything but...
I really don't like false hopes being raised!
... ... ...
Though I know even though I got it I won't be keen on going...
I'd rather study Form 6 here with me friends^^



~Owari~


I'm sorry this post is so lame...

.:Banana pudding (sort of^^):.

I was bored today...

As usual= =
So I decided to make banana chocolate / pudding^^
Plus there was a bunch of fat sexy bananas sitting on my doorstep...
Hehe...
Look below

See what I mean?
Haha...

The banana chocolate/ pudding...
Actually it's not really pudding...
I doubt pudding is supposed to look like this...
It's really easy to make^^
Cause I was the one that thought of it...
It didn't come out of a recipe book...
It just came from my head and imagination
Kinda inspired by banana splits
Haha...
And it's really satisfying for little kids(like me) coz it's chocolaty and sweet~

The ingredients:
Duh~ bananas... how many I dunno... Suit yourself
Milo powder... Cause I don't have chocolates...
Add some bread crumbs if you don't have oats...
Mix the milo powder + bread crumbs/ oat + water together...
Just make sure the milo is really sticky and not watery...


And wala!
You have a sticky + sweet mixture^^
Pour it anyway you like on the banana...
And there you have it!
.:Banana chocolate:.

See^^
You can put it in a cup if you like^^
Makes it cuter~
Let it cool before putting it in the fridge~

Tada!
The slanting tower of banana chocolate~


See this...
I didn't make it lar...
Given by my neighbours...
There were a few more...
All of them gobbled up by my bro and I...
This is really pudding...
Unlike mine...

The black and white 'puddings'
Hei bai pei...
It's in chinese...
Don't understand then never mind lar...

My work of art^^
I don't mean the editing part lar (That's horrible)
I mean the 'pudding'
Can't wait to try...
Hehe...

I know this looks disgusting...

Ooooooohhhh...
this is de... ... ... licious^^
After my hard work I deserve this~
Haha...





These three mugs are...
I don't know if there's a specific name for this...
But it's made of passion fruit (seeds) and honey...
Very good^^
And healthy wor...

Oh yeah and I spent last night looking for the music score for
River Flows in You^^ by Yiruma
Hahaha

I finally found it^^
And I printed it out!!!
Yipeee!!!

Practiced just this song for 3 whole hours~
Haha...
Love it~
Going to print 2 more music scores...
Maybe and Do you...
All of them are by Yiruma^^










:.:.Owari.:.:



P/s: I might have edited a little more than usual, what with the loves and hearts...
It doesn't mean I'm fa qiao-ing...
I was bored, k?
And comments please...